I sat there in the sun watching him run.
i din wan to leave.
Watching him is wt i wan to do forever.
I felt happy even juz by watching him.
Tis is a feeling I nv had before.
I refused to leave but i had no choice.
I saw him again later.
Once he ran past mi.
Twice he walked past mi.
I din look at him not becos i din wan to.
But becos i din dare to.
Everytime his eyes met mine,
they seemed as though they looked rite into my heart and soul.
Everytime i see you i am at a loss for words.
I duno how to react upon seeing ur face.
When i see u moving out of sight
I feel regret swelling up in my heart
But I'm glad to see u,
knowing tt u saw mi too.
You are my first love
The first one i gave my heart to.
The first one who made mi go crazy.
The one i have always wanted to be happy.
The one i dun wish to hurt.
The one who said he din wan to hurt mi
But did it all the same...

ok ppl.. how u find tis poem.. it describes my mood now.. guess? crappy.. tt's rite!! i updated tis on sunday.. next day common test.. nv study.. cant rmb la.. my brain spoil le la.. haha..ok.. den today i went for my swimming test.. i passed!! haha.. like wow~ ok fine.. nvm.. den i tink no more le.. ya.. the poem above is i write shuang de..