` __ Jian Dan Ai ]]
`shou bu shang wei shen me
`wo bian de hen zhu dong
`ruo ai shang yi ge ren
`shen me du hui zhi de qu zou
`wo xiang da sheng xuan bu
`dui ni yi yi bu she
`lian ge bi lin ju du cai dao wo xian zai de gan shou
`he bian de feng
`zai chui zhe tou fai piao dong
`qian zhe ni de shou
`yi zhen mo ming gan dong
`wo xiang dai ni
`hui wo wai po jia
`yi qi kan ri luo
`yi zhi dao wo men du shui zhao

`wo xiang jiu zhe yang qian zhe ni de shou bu fang kai
`ai neng bu neng gou yong yuan dan chun mei bei ai
`wo__ xiang dai ni qi dan che
`wo__ xiang he ni kan bang qiu
`xaing zhe yang mei dan you
` chang zhe ge__ yi qi zou

`wo xiang jiu zhe yang qian zhe ni de shoubu fang kai
`ai ke bu ke yi jian jian dan dan mei you shang hai
`ni__ kao zhe wo de jian bang
`ni__ zai wo xiong kou shui zhao
`xiang zhe yang de sheng huo
`wo ai ni__ni ai wo

`xiang jian jian dan dan ai~
`xiang jian jian dan dan ai~

ok ppl.. jian dan ai. hha.. hmm.. ok. now i got nth to crap la.. haha. let's tok abt my lame tag! haha.. ok chew help mi xuan chuan at her blog man!! well done. haha. -_-''' sorry la. cos is e com siao diao ma hor. haha. can see la. i not so lame as to tag lidat la. but den got e triangle so nice hor.. haha.. and chew was going crazy over it.. haha. but it's gd. cos she can laugh. nv see her laugh like mi be4.. duh? haha. actu is nv see her laugh be4..cos she say when she's laughing i am alrdy going crazy.. haha... erm ok. ya. so hope more ppl will laugh. ya. oh ya. den today i was walking to e bus stop den i saw so many families man!! cool. woo~ e world rawks. sorry huh i duno why i going crazy over families.. haha. ok. ya.

hi ppl.. i am so unhappy with my results man.. how bad can it it be i was tinking and it was reali reali bad ok. haha. nvm forget it. juz jia you.. TO ALL SEC 2S JIA YOU!! DUN GIVE UP!! haha.. i am a lame piece of shit! ok.. den now let's tok abt being pissed.. ok. i am still pissed with her still.. VERY VERY! but nvm i ren u.. haha. hmmm. den the him not so liaox. den 'he' still ok la. not liaoz i tink den 'she' tink is ok liaoz la.. haha.. so left her// suck man. haha. ok wtever.. ok.. den.. today went to airport.. haha.. where got lame lor. eat swensens at airport.. cool rite? went with 2 litings jun le and chew. haha. den we eat fries den ait there till 3pm cos something miracle will happen. hah.. ya so it happen. eat le. den leave.. lame la.. haha..

haiz.. hi ppls.. i insert e taggie le worr.. haiz. i feel so low sia.. got tis empty empty feeling in my heart worr.. dun wt's wrong leh.. haiz..nvm.. still rather pissed with those 4ppl.. den my 'di' tell mi one of them make him so pissed off.. so i even more pissed off with tt psn.. haiz. nvm..

ok.. i am v pissed off now ok.. actu not reali vv la.. [ to him her etc: uare a bunch of suckers, get it into ur stupid brain ] wa.. i cant stand it la.. chew dun say anything hor.. and is like.. wt i see her v shuang arhx.. bloody ap la.. she see mi bu shuang like i care arh?? e best is she qi si la.. haha.. den got tis other psn.. wth? wt's wrong with her la.. dao mi.. surely i say hi the reply i wan is dao de ok.. a piece of lame shit! den got tis idiot!! i v shuang him izit?!! take mi like some fool.. dumb! [ to him: u wanna leave leave.. dun come back anymore and stop crapping.. u sux.. get tis clear! ] hmm.. ok. now i am oso v pissed with another guy.. he tink wt arhx.. haha.. ok nvm. tis one i duno why i bu shuang with him oso la.. haha. heck him la. all in all i bu shuang with 4 stupid idiots!!! get them out of my life man!!! GO AWAY!!

I sat there in the sun watching him run.
i din wan to leave.
Watching him is wt i wan to do forever.
I felt happy even juz by watching him.
Tis is a feeling I nv had before.
I refused to leave but i had no choice.
I saw him again later.
Once he ran past mi.
Twice he walked past mi.
I din look at him not becos i din wan to.
But becos i din dare to.
Everytime his eyes met mine,
they seemed as though they looked rite into my heart and soul.
Everytime i see you i am at a loss for words.
I duno how to react upon seeing ur face.
When i see u moving out of sight
I feel regret swelling up in my heart
But I'm glad to see u,
knowing tt u saw mi too.
You are my first love
The first one i gave my heart to.
The first one who made mi go crazy.
The one i have always wanted to be happy.
The one i dun wish to hurt.
The one who said he din wan to hurt mi
But did it all the same...

ok ppl.. how u find tis poem.. it describes my mood now.. guess? crappy.. tt's rite!! i updated tis on sunday.. next day common test.. nv study.. cant rmb la.. my brain spoil le la.. haha..ok.. den today i went for my swimming test.. i passed!! haha.. like wow~ ok fine.. nvm.. den i tink no more le.. ya.. the poem above is i write shuang de..

hi ppl.. sorry juz a short update.. i got no time to crap.. actu should be yday update.. but yday so many ppl at my hse so cannot use com ma rite? haha. so bear with it and i will update when i can.. anyway.. happy belated chinese new yr and of coz a happy valentine's day!!

hihi!! ok.. hmm.. wana change blogskin actu.. but something's wrong with my com.. haha. so sori.. haha.. hmm.. nth to crap.. today band.. oh. chua's beat not constant.. duno why.. i play till so pek.. haha.. meng jit oso.
ya.. den there's this ______ who i duno for wt reason like see mi bu shuang.. den anyhow assume things and scold ppl.. i mean get ur facts rite 1st la.. haha.surely lidat wun angry de lor.. stupid. and ________ tinks tt he/she is so smart.. funny.. haha.
ok den.. i hate someone.. so get tt psn out of my life..[ if anyone noe who pls zip ur mouth, thx a lot] haha. den.. ya..den.. should be no more le.. juz get tt psn out and away from mi can liaoz..!!